Dear & Respected Brother Apostle JohnGreetings in the everlasting name of Jesusadmittedly, its very soothing to my eyes and mind to read your mail after a long break and like always a cause of great encouragment !!!Yes sir, you are absolutely right that He knows everyones heart and mind and is the best provider in the times of distress and isolation, I have simply surrendered everything to Him and His wisdom. I am regularly going to Pastor Javed Sunday prayers and as he has started some preparations to launch an IAM’s school for Basic Biblical Training & Discipleship Training Courses. I am, whatever, is in my capacity trying to help him specially in English to Urdu translation of training manuals and Lessons (May God accept this humble service of mine, Ameen), whereby, he was facing difficulties in this regard. While agreeing to your guidance and suggestions, I face severe inner revolt amd resentment when on Fridays, all staff of my office go for Fridays prayers at the mosque (which is a kind of must in muslims) and I have to accompany them unwillingly and in absolute apathy, if you can believe then I will state that its very hard for me to even breath in their mosques. For the sake of record I may also inform you that lately, I have got a job offer in Saudi Arabia along with kids and family(with residential visa status) but I am not intending to go there. I am only sending my kids and wife(wife is still in that state of mind that our marraige has been dissolved the moment I embraced Christianity and I am in no position to consult any mullah over this issue as it will be clear a death warrant for me) due to two major reasons; one, that I want to successfully finish the IAMs courses for the peace of my heart and mind and secondly, as I have seen some horrific information about the way this Islamic monarchy treat christians living there, so what to talk of a muslim converted to Christianity. I even read that they do not allow Bible to pass airports and truly speaking, I am in no way want to keep myself away from Holy Bible. I can only plea to you that please keep me in your prayers for a better guidance and to be a true servant of Lord.God may always keep you in good health and energy as your time and energies are devoted to His cause!!!!Again, I may convey my gratitude for your communication and forwarding my matter to Pastor Javed. This man is a real source of knowledge and guidance for me and I will be fortunate enough to successfully finish incoming IAM’s courses. In Him
