City and State: adelaide, SOuth AustraliaCountry: AustraliaRequest: Me, Renee & Riley
Details: Hello there,MY name is Mathew, I am 33 years old and living in adelaide, south australia.My wife renee is about to give birth to our baby boy Riley, conceived through IVF, Iask for the gathering of two or three over our marriage, and the issues that haveclouded our marriage because of me. I have been health of Alcoholism, Depression,cigarettes and binge eating. These and other deeper problems have come about through thesexual abuse as a child, the bullying through primary and high school, the unhealthyrelationships with my cousin and brother, the inpurity of my sexual thoughts which haveclouded me up until recently. My wife and I have been together for 7 years, married for 2.Because of my rejection, and deep issues of being double souled. When there is a traumain your life, the soul splits in two to cope and compensate for this. I have been slowlyreceiving healing over this. The situation today is bleek, I am arguing with my wife because shes doesnt seeanything positive in what I do, because of my rejection I cannot breakthrough from that, I wasbabied growing up so im lazy around the home and cannot think for myself on what needsto be done. I feel like everyone looks for my bad points, and I seem like a faliure. Its because of everything that has happened. I want to break free through the power of Jesus as I have with these other things, I dont want to lose my marriage, as it is nearly happening, its the addmittance of looking at porn on the internet, and the constant lying and drinking eand arguing, where it has got to the point that my dear wife who has put up with it all is tired now, weak and doesnt feel she has the strength. I need a breakthrough, I need prayer, we need prayer, please please help.Could 2 or more of you pray for the following.For me to be broken free from the binds of lustful thoughts and feelings.For the restoration of the love for my wife.To gain Identity as a strong christian man to head the home.The breaking of the double soul and division in my soul. to break the selfishness and rejection yolking me in my life.to find my identity in Christ. FOr my wife to have the peace and restoration from being damaged over the lustful thingsI have been doing. To forgive me for all the lies, arguing and hurt. To begin to love me again and trust me. For my son to be born with love and not frailty from listening to me arguing etc toward my life. And our son to be loved and bought up in a loving christian home. Please, I pray that more than two will get together and pray for these things, please weneed your prayer, we need the lord to do a miracle breakthrough in my life to change the almost lost marriage, I am about to lose everything god has put in place. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND OUR SITUATION, LOVE YOU ALL….GOD BLESSYOU ALL.
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